Rabu, 29 Jun 2011

hanya ingin kau tahu....

aq?? xabes2 ngn cter cdey...
urmm tah la.....

aq nie skjap gmbire skjap cdey...
aq xsala kn spe2 pon,,
yela,,,dlm hidup nie ble kite gmbire ad jek cdey,,
ble kite cdey mkin cdey,,
ble dh btmbah2 cdey,,
time 2la ad nye gmbire...
aq nk sgt dlm hidup aq nie,,mmnjang jek happy,,
ahhh suda ko nie faezah...tp
mngkin dlm hidup kowg,,
kowg pon nk mcm 2 kn...??
mcm aq nie dh ad pkwe,,
msti xnk ad gado,,mara2..
tp,,aq taw xde nye hidup kite nie nk sume sempurna,,
msti ad cacat cela nye,,
tp aq pk ape,,
xley ke dlm phubungn aq nie,,
llaki dan pompan saling mmahami,,
aq bley kate,,
phubungn aq nie ok la..
ad gak gmbire,,cdey,,
pkare 2 sume  b'ulang2 dlm hidup aq..
so aq dh taw,,aq xnk mngulangi nye sume,,
tp ape kn daya,,aq nie cume makhluk Allah..
aq xley suke2 xnk trime takdir 2 sume...
manusia,,
sume mngharap kn yg terbaek dlm dri nye,,
tp,,
bile kite mngharap kn sgt,,
Allah bg kite sbalik nye..

aq ngn dye??
ok la...
gado2 2 biase,,
bertekak mmg ari2,,
tp ble aq pk kn blek,,
xsmpurna sseowg 2 law dlm hidup nye xde sume bnde 2..
xkn nk happy jek...
mcm xde warna warni dlm khidupan sseowg 2..
hurmmm....

kwn2 aq sume ckp,,
bgos la kau faezah,,
happy jek mmnjang,,,
hurmm,,
ye mmg happy sgt2,,, =))
2 jek aq mmpu ckp..
 time aq ok ngn dye..

ble time aq gado ngn dye,,
law kwn aq ckp cmtu,,
aq akn kate,,
haha,,aah happy...=))
dlm hati,,hnye aq sje yg tau prasaan 2..
aq tau,,aq xnk buruk2 kn dye,,
aq xnk kwn2 aq anggap dye mcm2..
aq xnk kwn2 aq pk bukan2 psal dye..
sbb ape??
sbb aq sayang dye sgt2..

slame nie,,
aq xpernah mngalir kn airmata tuk llaki,,
tp sjak aq ad dye,,
senang aq mngalir kn nye,,
knpe ??
sbb dlm hati aq mngate kn,,
aq syg dye sgt2,,
aq xnk khilangn dye...

tp,,
aq tlah mlakukn ksilapan yg sgt besar,,
smpai kn dye anggap dri dye 2 sng dperbodoh kn,,
prasaan bersalah aq kt dye xpnh terpdm,,
aq rse aq nie bodo jugak bab wt dye mcm 2,,
dye ckp dri dye trok,,
nk d'bnding kn ngn aq,,
aq lg trok..
cre dye ckp 2,,
dye perli aq,,
aq trime,,
tp tlong la jgn ungkit psal 2 lg,,
aq rse b'sala sgt2..

ble dh jd mcm nie,,
aq xnk ulangi nye lg,,
hurmmm...
aq harap dye maaf kn aq spenuh hati nye,,
aq akui kate2 dye sume nye btol..
wlaupon agk "pedas",,
tp kate2 dye ad mkne...
bkn suke2...

dlm hbungn nie,,
aq xnk la nk control dye,,
dye ad hak jugak nk wt pe kn..
aq plak..??
aq akn wat ape yg terbaek dlm dri aq..
xnk ad pselisihan phm..

aq xtaw la taon dpn mcm mne
ble dye xde..
aq rse nk ikot dye jek kmne2..
yela,,
kowg mngkin pnh rse kn ape yg aq rse,,
time blek msti ad yg teman kn,,
ati mse 2 rse bbunge2...
ble nk blek 2 rse xnk lpas kn dye,,
ble dye xde,,
hurmm,,mngkin aq akn tringt2 kn dye,,

pas dye stpm dye xde kt kote nie,,
hurmmm,,,
rse nk lari kt dye,,,ikat dye,,
xnk bg dye kuar dari kote nie..
hope sgt2 dye xjd g,,
tp nk wt cmne,,
aq xley mnghalang,,
law bley,,aq nk jek pkse dye sgt2 jgn g mne2,,
hurmmmm....

ok la kowg,,
tq sbb bce entri aq,,
hope sgt2 kowg doa kn kbhagiaan aq ngn dye smpai akhir hayat..
amin..




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